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04.25.2016
The Impersonator
I opened the mailbox and rifled through the collection of papers waiting to be opened. Bills, bills, junk mail, bills...I stopped when one brightly colored advertisement caught my eye. Clutched in my fingers was the smiling face of Dolly Parton. I scanned the ad, admiring the bright, glossy sheen. Dolly Parton was coming to my hometown? Why hadn't I heard about this? Miss Islands-in-the-Stream-I-Will-Always-Love-You was coming to my city next week? Why wasn't this being blasted from every television and radio station in town? I'm not a mega fan of Dolly's, but still, someone of her acclaim should be welcomed…
04.17.2016
False Evidence Appearing Real: When the Lawnmower Stole My Mother
My super hero son didn't understand. I climbed on the lawn tractor to chop down the rapidly growing grass surrounding our home. Nate watched. He blinked. Frowned. I thought he didn't like the noise the large piece of machinery churned up. Oh, but his frown sprouted from so much more. Over the clatter of the tractor, I heard high-pitched squeals of laughter. My two girls were doubled over with giggles. What was so funny? I glanced behind me to see my three year old son running towards the moving tractor as fast as his chubby little legs could carry him.…
04.11.2016
5 Ways to Bust Up Homeschool Blues
Some days, homeschooling is a total joy. Other days are pure hair-pulling frustration. Tears. Giggles. Broken pencils. 100s. Red marks. Some days I feel like supermom. Most of the time, though, I feel like I'm groping my way through a fog, praying I'm not scarring my children for life. (By the way, have you ever wondered why there aren't many home schooling atheists? My theory for this anomaly is because after a few weeks of home schooling, most of us are crying out to God for deliverance.) After closing in on our second full year of taking the plunge, we…
04.04.2016
Unquenchable: The 2016 Mount Hermon Christian Writers Conference
I don't know where to begin. For starters, I've been to several writers conferences. All of them were inspiring and beneficial. All of them taught me something valuable and allowed me to meet other writers, but Mount Hermon is different. Never have I been at a conference that is so incredibly organized, yet feels so laid back and unscripted. The familial, intimate atmosphere permeated every single workshop, worship service and the times in between. The entire conference was Christ-centered and deeply moving. In short, I was changed...for the better. Thanks to the incredible generosity of Kathy Ide and her "Promising…
03.28.2016
The Little White Pill
Some days I loathe it. Other days I nearly weep with gratitude for it. Strange dichotomy. Every time I look at that little white pill in my palm, I am overcome with an odd mix of emotions. When I was diagnosed with depression in 2002, I was desperate for relief from the dark shroud that had blanketed my mind and heart. A shroud I had brought on myself as I lived year after year stuck in the vicious cycle of people-pleasing and perfectionism. I had exhausted every resource to try to keep others happy, to win their approval and what I…
03.22.2016
Taking the Anger Out of Interruptions
"Mom, I need help." Hearing that plea several times a day is sweet. Endearing. After all, I'm Mom and that's what I'm here for. I hesitantly confess when it becomes a continual, whiny plea of frustrated, disgruntled children, I begin to lose my cool. I sit down to eat and my son spills his drink. I'm steadily typing away on a book project and my girls decide they cannot even fathom how to work their math problem without having me stand over their shoulder. A knock on the door during nap time. The jarring ring of the cell phone when…